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Off the rails

Published: Feb 16, 2017

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"you could spend a life wondering what lies
at the other end of the track. Or you
could go find out. It hurts to let someone
go, but sometimes leaving is necessary."
~ unravel {game 2016}

_{I'm not sure why i made this or what i'm going to type from here but i just know i need to type it,
Back in 2015 i wasn't doing so great and i had just lost one of my best friends to a stupid argument because I needed to test my boundaries i simply started finding it harder to trust people but sadly after the argument it seemed i'd reached the limit, we weren't doing so great as friends at that time anyway with her being my only close one and the one i related to because of the whole digital art thing being in common i was pretty annoying and well didn't give her much space and it went down hill from there but eventually we made up and we still talk to this day well type.. we actually haven't met up with each other for over a year now anyways even though we made up i was still pretty broken and couldn't cope long at school with out bursting into tears for no reason plus the group hadn't forgiven me why should they the "leader" had held a grudge against me for ages and this was her away of attacking me well what ever she just wasn't a nice person she'd act nice then somehow get close and use something she learnt against you and that was enough for her to become one of the top people idk

so broken and practically exiled from the only area i felt comfortable, I did have other friends but their version of a good conversation was talking about their last sexual encounter in detail... hahah no thanks

the point of this ramble is I want to stay friends with my last real life friend but communication has slowly drifted and we still type and laugh at jokes but it just reminds me i'm alone and its my fault for being so stupid
and fragile and alone I have no one outside my family to talk to face to face.. its pretty shitty how highschool works

I don't want to say good bye but sometimes leaving is necessary...

moral of the story: if your friend changes anything about their personality or suddenly shuts off.. give them a hug and show them support because if you don't at least get that whats the point}

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Cocoakeira

May 29, 2017

i feel bad that you had to go through that so i'm going to watch you and favourite this

i wish i had your artstyle btw